Malam Ini Dingin Ya?-Eno

"Malam ini dingin ya? Mungkin karena gak ada candamu setelah pergi lepas landas dari kehidupanku. Malam ini sepi ya? Mungkin karena suaramu hilang berhenti menggema hingga lorong-lorong telingaku terasa kosong. Malam ini bodoh ya? mungkin karena aku sudah tenggelam dalam rasa yang menolak untuk menyelamatkan diri. Malam ini kasihan ya? karena aku hanya bisa memikirkanmu tanpa jeda berharap bisa berhenti namun hilang kendali  dan ku mati. Malam ini aneh ya? mungkin karena yang biasanya ada sudah tak ada. Malam ini aku ingin berucap terima kasih telah menjadi melodi di hambarnya lirik laguku, telah menjadi suara di huninya ronggaku, telah melengkapiku dengan keberadaanmu. Maaf,maaf bila aku bising buatmu penat, maaf bila aku penuh keburukan buatmu sesak, maafkan aku,malamku dan puisi kecilku ini karena kami hanya sama-sama merindukanmu"

Ini Cinta-Eno.

"Ini cinta ketika pikiranku selalu menemukan jalan untuk terus menghadirkan bayangmu. Ini cinta ketika sebentar saja kehadiranmu dan menghadirkan warna di hitam pekatnya hariku. Ini cinta ketika jarak cukup membuatku merana namun tak pernah cukup untuk buatku menyerah pada kita. Ini cinta ketika segala laut hidup jauh terasa lebih ringan diarungi jika kamu berada di sampingku. Dan kamu perlu tau,definisi cinta bagiku.....adalah kamu"

Demi apapun nge-fly banget denger suara eno disini https://soundcloud.com/itseay ga bisa ngomong apa-apa pokoknya ini keren bingit dan pastinya romantis!:-D

keluargabaruuuuu

AKU LULUS!

Alhamdulillah,akhirnya perjuangan tiga tahun di SMP Negeri 1 Banjarmasin tidak berakhir sia-sia lulus dengan hasil yang menurutku sangat memuaskan:)))

Hasil kelulusan dibagi hari sabtu 2 juni 2012. Beberapa hari sebelum hari-H gugupnya udah tingkat dewadewi. Apalagi sebelum tanggal 2 juni itu ada beredar di internet kalau hasil kelulusan bisa dilihat secara online di website kemdiknas jam 00.00. Taunya kayak gitu ya aku berniat buat liat disitu nungguin sampai jam 00.00 rela-relain begadang demi melihat hasil kelulusan dan......JENGJENG!!! Setelah menunggu 2 jam lamanya aku mendapat hasil NOL! Disana tidak ada sama sekali hasil kelulusan,langsung badmood parah watu itu. Di php-in sama kemdiknas nyesek abis parah<//3
Yaudah setelah menjadi korban harapan palsunya kemdiknas terpaksa aku menahan kegugupan lagi nunggu sampai jam 10. Pas jam 10,berangkat ke sekolah sama mama. Demi apa pas udah di sekolah makin gugup dagdigdug gak karuan. Terus mama msuk ke 9D,keluar bawa amplop putih. Terus amplopnya dibuka dan akhirnya.............MARISA PUSVITA SARI dinyatakan LULUS! Alhamdulillah. Lega banget,pokoknya nyeseknya langsung mendadak hilang. Bersyukur bangetlah dapat nilai 33,75,biar segitu yng penting hasil sendiri tanpa ada campur tangan orang lain. Alhamdulillah:)

UN doneeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Akhirnya berakhir sudah penderitaan selama empat hari ini. Alhamdulillah lega banget sekarang. Cuma 4 hari doang tapi ini akhir dari perjuangan selama tiga tahun di SMP. HHHHHHH dagdigdug nunggu hasil tanggal 2 juni ntar:"O
Ya Allah semoga nim diatas 32,00. Amin:-)
Semoga lulus dengan hasil yang memuaskan teman-teman!!!!!

UN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

23 April 2012!!!!
H-12!!!!

APRIL MAKE MY DAY FULL OF STRESSING AND FRUSTRATING!!

Harus fokus buat UN tanggal 23 april nanti. Semoga sukses,hasilnya juga memuaskan dan mudahan juga dapat nim diatas 35,00. Amin:-)
Sukses cemans-cemans senasib! Kita pasti bisa semangat!!!!!

Syududu~

“I just love the stories. The stories of the fallen world, they excite us.

That’s the interesting stuff.”

“I gave up on people a long time ago. The only person I can trust is me.”

“When there’s no one else, look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend, just trust the voice within
Then you’ll find the strength that will guide your way
You’ll learn to begin to trust the voice within”

“Thinking that you are okay doesn’t always mean that you will be.”

“Its hard to be the one always waiting”

“But there’s something in me that just keeps going on.

I think it has something to do with tomorrow, that there is always one,

and that everything can change when it comes.”

“I will learn to live again, for now I’m breaking.”

“Faith makes: Yesterday a stepping stone, today a new beginning,tomorrow a limitless possibility!”

“Do not think of knocking out another person’s brains

because he differs in opinion from you. It would be as rational

to knock yourself on the head because you differ from yourself ten years ago.”

“You’ll know it when you, have miss it when you loss it, want it when you don’t have it and never forget your first-love is a beautiful thing”

“But she had no memory of how to be brave. Here, it seemed, she had no memories at all.

Nothing triggered them. And once in a while, when she gave voice to the fleeting edge of one, it seemed like something she was making up.”

“And perhaps tomorrow I’ll die,

and then there’ll be no one who could ever really understand me.

Some will think me worse,

others better than in fact I am…Neither will be right.

So why bother living?

One just goes on living out of curiosity, waiting for something new.

It’s absurd and annoying.”

“I didn’t want my picture taken because I was going to cry.

I didn’t know why I was going to cry, but I knew that if anybody spoke to me

or looked at me too closely the tears would fly out of my eyes and the sobs

would fly out of my throat and I’d cry for a week.

I could feel the tears brimming and sloshing in me like

water in a glass that is unsteady and too full.”

“And maybe someday we will meet, and maybe talk 

and not just speak.”

“Do you always watch for the longest day of the year and then miss it?”

“I dont want to be a product of the environment, i want the environment to be a product of me”

“Here your dreams are sweet and tomorrow brings them true, here is the place where I love you"

“If I try to summon back his face, the sound of his voice, and the sensation in my stomach like a key turning in a lock when he touched me, I lose everything.” 

“The only thing worse than not getting what you want, is someone else getting it”  

” Let go of the things that you are not supposed to hold on to. They might have given you happiness before. But maybe this time, they will be able to make someone else happier.”

“I like to remind myself I was lucky to have time with you at all.”  

“Wear what you want, dye your hair the colour you want, love who you want and always be who you are” 

“There are two pitfalls in learning. One is arrogance that you know the answer. The other is prejudice and judging by your own standards.”  

“It’s all about becoming more than you are, more than you ever imagined to be and breaking out of that place. Whether it’s the place you live or just the place that you’re inside. Its about freeing yourself and becoming more than just that.” 

“Respect yourself & others will respect you”  

“Yesterday is history. Tomorrow is a mystery. Today is a gift. That’s why we call it the present.”